Tuesday, October 20, 2009

believe when i say...

life is beautiful. every which way directions. same body. different State (TN). this soul has changed a bit. tests = growth = peace. feels alien to be back. like time stood still while i traveled at incalculable speeds through a neutron star. disoriented is understatement. i bliss in uncertainty. my parents worry about me. i accept that they don't know my strength. there are those who may question. they don't know my determination. i am aligned to my calling. True Reliance, as He speaks of. there is no greater feeling than to be blessed like this.

as i pursue my true path in this life, the thought had crossed my mind once or twice. who this true mr. right will be.

dear future husband/lover/service partner/best friend,
meet me somewhere where i will recognize you. remember my name. and shout it loud enough that i may hear even through cacophonous sounds. and burn a fire bright and tall so that my eyes will not seize to find you. reveal yourself. but not so soon that i won't be ready for you. and not so late that i will forget you.
love,
juliet


in the meanwhile, i move. my dreamy path is leading me toward my true purpose in this earthly plane of existence. i spread to anyone who might lend the attentive ear, what He has blessed me with. and as creating lends itself to melodious song and tone, i will sing these for you. play them for us. for the ears of lovers and haters. the happy and miserable. the warrior and the defeated. and they will know what is in my heart and they will know my love for them.